now then... what to say what to say...
OH! news for all my people that knew about the peace march in DC: ryan was going to freaking be there!
o yeah and ryan if ur reading this, there was a bus that was leaving from here to go the the march but the brakes stalled. anyways we could have seen u!
ok well.....i need to think of something genious now. ooh, how about i give out my moms credit card number...wait, nah.
*looks around the room*

heres a piece, i dunno why im showing u this but i suppose i have to do something to keep up with sie. unfortunatly my writing sucks and i dont have the version u can put pictures on and im too lazy to pay 5 dollars a months to put my drawings on here which i suppose is the only thing im really any good at. hmmm so yesh heres this: (sie call my i have to tell u something about this)

ps, know what i love? that one part in #12 on untouchables when he says "peice of shit" thats hilarious. i always laugh...ok

Some thing blue
Blue and they most beautiful blue I’ve ever seen. It was clear and deep. I could have stared at it forever, and I still could. It was dark yet light. Penetrating yet glazed. It was like the blue had a dimension and you could see into a whole universe of memories, knowledge and experience. It was like a clear beach in the Carribean and the water right by the shore. You stand in the blue and it swells around your ankles and look down at the white sand turned blue by the water.
This blue always had sunlight in it and shocked me every time I looked at it. It was the kind of blue to ponder. To lay awake in bed for hours and think about it.
Pensive and compassionate.
Accepting and forgiving.
This blue washed over me and made my eyes droop with dream and absolute dying to submerge in the ocean of silky blue.

ok there its out and u know what? keep those nasty comments to urself.
click here to view a lovely site

haha i just realized the hyperlink lettering is purple, not blue. ah well. im delerious anyways. cuz im sick. it really sucks because i was going to go skiing tomorrow. but maybe ill miraculously feel better. i told sofi to make her crystals hum for us so we can feel better and i did some sort of whacked out ritual. skiing is a wonderful thing u know. i was thinking, rather wondering. i wonder (obviously) who all has read my entries. i mean am i in some random blog list where some freak could click on tiromancy and read my...journal basically. thats weird. ooh, this will be fun, heres a list of things i hate:
wishing i was someone else
whatching MTV and getting all depressed because im not famous
worrying about college
having to eat carrot soup
the toxic color of pepto bismal
the way people just call it "pepto", "want some pepto?"
throwing up
trying to remember dreams
reading a program in a theater before the performance starts out of sheer boredom
always telling myself i have to clean up the pumpkin juice that dribbled down my desk leg three years ago
wondering what the hell "chromed out nose" means
wishing i was part of some sort of secret society
being paranoid about hidden cameras
watching little kids eat
finding loose pennies wedged in the trim around the floor
coughing in a ballet
sweaty cheese
trying to be clever
taping blankets to wooden walls
when pictures fall off the wall repeatedly
being desparate
cleaning any place that might have spiders lurking in the shadows
wishing
waking up with drool covered hair all over my face at a sleep over
worrying that arny will have a seizure when im at home alone
clowns and puppets or worse yet, clown puppets
looking back on how i was a year ago (o god)
wishing i could see someones reaction when they read stupid stuff like this
dishing out potatoes when one falls in the water glass
the nasty aftertaste of spuds
wondering if my selfish ass grandfather will have a heart to help my college fund NEXT year
staring at a doorknob until i go crosseyed
wishing i had more talent
feeling behind
realizing i've been blabbering on for half a century and blushing which reminds me i should stop now
check this: click on the PURPLE writing

damnit i just wrote this huge thing and it got erased. shit. well anyways i think its safe to mention that travis is one of the coolest guys i know. its always good to have friends that can think. he is very philosophical and intelligent. (damn him). anyways yeah. oh and me and aaron are now just friends. but not "just" as in less necissarily. o crap! i just realized i have alot of homework due tomorrow. well i should go then. maybe ill try and remember what i wrote when it got erased and fill you it on what was on my mind a few minutes ago. yes i know u all care so much. oh yeah and salo is the hottest guy on the planet right now. later, ur crazy writer

to view suzzy's kickass site click right on this meanless blue writing...but it does have meaning

hmmm

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uh...well i've never really done this before but i won't go into my ignorances because i know you all hear that every day from everyone doing their first blog. soo...umm. well first let me mention my friends. i know you all that dont know me will think this is really boring but it's your loss because you don't know me. :D so let's see. i guess i'll just go through each of them and say a little something about each.
sierra. nicknames: pooch, suz, suzbucket, dearheart, sie, cici. this is my best friend. she and i have spent the past like...five years together 24/7 almost literally. i've gone to mexico with her, and we have schooled for over seven years together. she has helped me through alot. and there's practically nothing we don't know about eachother. so if you ever want to spread a rumor about her, come to me and i'll get you all fixed up. we have so many inside jokes it's not even funny.
fae. nicknames: faeray, fray, fantasia, murky, uh, i know there's more but i can't remember. fae is another best friend. i schooled with her for a year and those...those (sniff) were good times. even though we haven't known eachother for very long, we have a huge history of crazy, stupid, fun, and hilarious shtuff we've done together. (i'd like to mention that sie has been in on alot of these excursions.) you have made me see so much about alot things. good luck with the runes.
sofia. nicknames: fwee, dofi, dofi lama. i have only gotten to know sofi in the past year. she was the weird blonde kid that had ties with fae and now she's a wonderful friend. she has inroduced me to a whole new fashion world and mindset. thnx fwee.
lauren. lauren..o god this is going to be hard...lauren is..is...undescribable. i have only remet her since ananzi in the past year. every time i try to put lauren into words it's quite impossible. let's just say she's a really...magical person. i know that sounds really tacky but i can't say anything else more true to me about lauren. every time i'm with her some thing weird happens. it's cool.
aaron. again another person i remet since preschool. there is no possible way to make this sound not weird so i'll just...yeah. aaron is: good humored, treats people like they should be treated, extremly sweet and good natured, all around congenial, and all this, not to mention he has that lip thing (haha im obsessed) and a gorgeous smile. o yeah we voted you for sexiest voice too. :D
chris. i met chris two years ago and (i think, unless im terribly mistaken) have become quite good friends. granted in the heat of a party we don't necessarily talk but at least he's a guy i actually feel comfortable around. and f*** all you people that turned him down! all i can say is you don't deserve him >:P
travis. travis, i must say, is rather secretive so i don't know him that well. but what i do know, i like and it's alot of fun to hang out with everyone and him...lemme get back to you on this when maybe we've known each other a little longer.
ryan. ryan lives in virginia so it's a long distance friendship but right now he is my only opposite sex best friend. we met at NOLS (a backpacking trip) and ever since have been emailing regularly and (quite sadly actually) his emails are the only thing i look forward to in a day sometimes. anyways i would like to thank him for hanging in with my chronic lameness and i hope we continue to be friends for a long time.
paloma. nicknames: plamoa, plums, plumbuns (lmao). paloma and i were mortal enemies at one time and now have become friends again. she's taught me alot. i can't say i've learned actually much from what she's said but i have learned from all the inverses of those things. and other stuff (so don't take this the wrong way plo <<< a new one). and i absolutely love gossiping with you. omg! no wait..i'll tell you later.
alana. we have drifted and i can't say much other than that we know eachother. i just wanted to mention her because i used to be best friends with this person. maybe we'll get close again but it sure as hell doesn't look that way right now. (that thing about ryan really pissed me off).
so there you have it. most of my friends. there are more but they are either to hard to explain or i just don't know them very well anymore.

so i hope that bored you infinitely and maybe someday i'll get a life and actually have something worth telling. until next time. tata and ciao.